ANXIOUS

Mind telling me false things cause I'm anxious
Only tryna worry bout me when I'm anxious
Never have control over me when I'm anxious
Never have responsibility when I'm anxious
Gotta shield my ears from the devil when I'm anxious
Faith is always smaller than a pebble when I'm anxious
Life is getting so difficult cause I'm anxious
Push away responsibility and the people who around me
Never really check on me it seems like
Support can only work from my end
Can a nigga depend on a nigga when I'm in the deep end, yeah

Looking at the way I look at life it's like a never ending race
The war is won with pace am I chasing ghost
Poppa looking at me like I'm a disgrace
If that's the case, I guess he found another way to disgrace
Mood swings coming hard, I might strike out
I'm feeling life-like, but I'm tryna take the like out
Going to therapy cause I don't wanna take the psych route
Doing my own thing, motivated by my self-doubt yeah
Seasonal anxiety from, last years trauma
Wasn't thinking bout the wreck, wasn't thinking bout no drama
Tried to fight it but the struggle only makes it worse
Searching for solutions, keep improving on my mind state cause
I hate the fighting
I feel all the emotion that's surrounding all my daily needs
Eating what my soul feeds
I'm tryna dodge every diss completely thrown at me
And I feel in debt, wondering if I can pay the fee
I feel indifferent
I'm wondering if should care or should I stop caring for the ones who brought me to this dark place
A nigga tryna make it out, I'm far away from the race
Really feeling like I'm in last place cause I'm anxious

Mind telling me false things cause I'm anxious
Only tryna worry bout me when I'm anxious
Never have control over me when I'm anxious
Never have responsibility when I'm anxious
Gotta shield my ears from the devil when I'm anxious
Faith is always smaller than a pebble when I'm anxious
Life is getting so difficult cause I'm anxious
Push away responsibility and the people who around me
Never really check on me it seems like
Support can only work from my end
Can a nigga depend on a nigga when I'm in the deep end, yeah



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