BONDAGE

I'm not good enough, I'm never understood enough
They never listen to me, when the fuck will I have just enough
Everyday the path is tough, living now is getting rough
Can't take this pain no more, and now it's feeling like my time is up
The neighborhood be playing me, my job is always slaving me
My people make it worse when I look at them, see they shame in me
Never saving me, is there a god? Cause I need saving g
But I'm not good enough so ain't no point for niggas saving me
I'm trapped inside my head with all these thoughts of vivid hate
Running circles, second guessing cause I'm scared of what's at the gate
Will I live to see tomorrow, will I finally see my fate
Niggas show no preciation when you share what's on your plate
They make you swim across the ocean just to drown you in the lake
I had to be a little crooked just to make sure I was straight
A little crook ain't good enough, I told you I ain't good enough
I'm just a pawn, just a nigga with a little magic wand
Granting wishes to you niggas never asking nothing back
Maybe time for me to be own and watch my fucking back
All I ever did was help but I could never help myself
Now I got myself in bondage, no one asking bout my health
Went through years of bitches playing me, my mind was rearranging me
I told myself to deal with all these people that were changing me
I had to move away, I had to get away from hell
Could it be I was just digging myself deep inside a well?
Had to stop chasing approval cause to me that shit is lame
Letting niggas know your every move is weak and it's a shame
How social media just got us lock in bondage, chasing fame
Talking down on niggas name, but in reality we same
Gotta find a way out of my mind I'm leaving here tonight
Telling god that I'll do anything I'm putting up a fight
And he told me don't just come around when shit is getting tight
Cause I'm more than just healer, I'm a friend that show you light
He was right, finally made it out my mind I'm out of sight
Of the troubles overwhelming me that reached it's highest height
I feel alive again when pick up the pen and I just write about a nigga who was hustling just tryna make through the night

I'm just tryna make it through the night

Look into my eyes, can you see the lack of care
Never bothered by you, I'm just bother by your energy



Credits
Writer(s): Benjamin Ibe
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