Last Sighs

4am, just got into my bed
Can't sleep 'cause I got nightmares in my head
Even though I'm so tired, even though I'm so tired
Should focus on my future but I think of you instead

I know how to swim, but I'm still drowning in this love
And now that I think about it I guess it's my worst curse
Crawling out the darkness man I need to write another song
My soul's in agony even though this heartbreak ain't my first

I fall apart, I fly high at the same time when I see you
Pretending so much from this life, maybe I'm too ambitious
There's a fire in my heart, you'd worry if you could see through
I'm drowning in my tears 'cause I've already finished all my tissues

Every time I see you I know that I just need to go
Seem always so mad 'cause I can't reach my goals
I tried everything to heal but I'm still broke
I tried everything to heal but I'm still broke

I tried everything to run away
But there are so many people I can't trust
I tried to be patient and wait for the fate
But I guess the universe doesn't give a fuck

Another verse, another rhyme, another glass of wine
Another sin, another bitch, another waste of time
Teasing every single song while dreaming of my rise
Freezing in my feelings, I'm lying if I say I'm fine

This world is getting colder, these ghosts are getting closer
Got monsters under the bed and skeletons in my closet
This world's a little blurry and my vision out of focus
This girl stole my heart, just tell me how much it cost her

Blood on the snow, opportunity to blow
I wish you were here with me but tonight I'm still alone
Your eyes see me differently, getting tired of this world
There's something special between us, tell me if I'm wright or wrong

Wright or wrong?
Flying away in this smoke
I stayed up late again
I was waiting a message on my phone

In the end remains only the ashes
These lyrics getting desperate
This world is full of bastards
Never enough for their standards

No
This summer's so cold
This world is so cold
Without you my baby