Head Up

Never cared about the media attention
Quality music with the substance is my mission
I'm in my own lane I don't care for competition
I just wanna get better with my compositions
But
I've been complacent for too long
Tried to force the process it came out too strong
Tried to use the toolbox I'm using the screws wrong
Becoming way too distant so I feel like my crews gone
I wonder where are the real ones
It's hard to find people with some common sense
So much disloyalty it's making all my senses tense
Feeling alone on this side of the fence
My heart is hoping for some betters days at least
Sense of urgency has tremendously increased
All my past traumas has turned to a beast
But I'm just a kid who wants to live life at peace

Feel so alone
It's a long trip to finding my home
I know there's bumps on the road
So ima walkthrough with my
Head up
Head up
Head up
I feel so attached
To all the things from the past
Don't know how long ima last
But mama told me keep my
Head up
Head up
Head up

The thought of losing my sanity would be mind bending
Being pessimistic what I do with my time spending
I feel like life is game of chess with a sad ending
I get so bored of just sitting here with my mind pending
But this life don't come with a warranty
I know that's there is more to see
I know that there's specific plans God has in store for me
But I don't why this thing seems like a chore for me
They always say that blood is thicker than water
I tend to disagree because all my trust has been slaughtered
By the people who are supposed to be your so called family
Can't stand this rhetoric that they hand me
Support the people through thick and thin
They don't even wanna see me win
So why should I?
Respect goes both ways
So I'll decide
So I'll decide
So I'll decide when I want to be available
and compromise
I feel like toxic behavior is gentrified
Poisonous morals will never be justified
Only surrounding myself with positive people
Who encourage me to keep going
I hope that all of their blessings are flowing
Walking this journey forward
I hope that I don't hit any rocks
If I do it's not a reason to stop

Feel so alone
It's a long trip to finding my home
I know there's bumps on the road
So ima walkthrough with my
Head up
Head up
Head up
I feel so attached
To all the things from the past
Don't know how long ima last
But mama told me keep my
Head up
Head up
Head up



Credits
Writer(s): Judah Ellis
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