No Decent Answer

I'm trying to understand
The nature of living
I can't keep down this road laid out for me
I was promised that marriage
And kids would fulfill me
And that I should put off my life for now

I don't think growing old
Is in the cards for me
But that's alright
I'll make it worth the time I'm here
I'm sure you think it's hard
To have no decent answer
I think that I'll just get what I get
Til it's gone

What's wrong with the present?
Why can't I be that child?
When I can give her the life she so deserves
Who knows how much time's left?
I can't bear to leave you
So I'll avoid you
And save us both the pain

I'm afraid to let you close
When I don't have a fighting spirit
But I don't want you to think
That it's because I don't care
I'm sure you think it's hard
To have no decent answer
I just think that it matters
Because we say it does



Credits
Writer(s): Anthony Cerrato
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