Leaves

Keep me up awake in this dream
C-cuz I don't wanna face it and I don't wanna go sleep
If I go if I go if I go home then the grapevine hits me
And it grows the shade from its leaves
Distract me from the voices please
All my shame and all my regret get lost in a line glass or key
Stay fucked up til the sun up and bump myself free from you
Stay up and it might n-numb the next tragedy

Got me decaying waiting at the phone
For any sign of you that I know deep down aint gonna show
But you went and sunk in your teeth and left those seeds I don't wanna sow
Now your weeds are all that I'm eating and my garden overgrown
I keep abusing using til you shut the fuck up
I like me when my bruises cover up all the cuts
Was I dumb to think it mean something when we showed each other our blood?
Burst my veins open the floodgates let your residue gush

Keep me up awake in this dream
C-cuz I don't wanna face it and I don't wanna go sleep
If I go if I go if I go home then the grapevine hits me
And it grows the shade from its leaves

Clean up your mess
Wipe your stains off my flesh
You can wash your sheets again and again but you'll never wash out the stench
Of the girls you hurt in your bed
Of the sins you'll never repent
Of the pretty lies that you fed me just to get me out of my dress
Cuz lies on that note
When it comes to that you're a pro
Does it burn you does it feel like shit when I read you bitch like I know?
So fuck your pretty bones
You ain't the only drip in my throat
I'm sick of spitting out metaphors when your shit is so on the nose
So who's next who's next?
Cuz I know you'll do this again
Who's the next girl that you'll let burn
Who's next for your disrespect?
Who's next for you to infect?
Who's next for you to infest?
So narcissistic keep playing the victim when you mention it to your friends

Keep me up awake in this dream
C-cuz I don't wanna face it and I don't wanna go sleep
If I go if I go if I go home then the grapevine hits me
And it grows the shade from its leaves
Distract me from the voices please
All my shame and all my regret get lost in a line glass or key
Stay fucked up til the sun up and bump myself free from you
Stay up and it might n-numb the next tragedy



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Writer(s): Enxi Erskine-chang
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