Twisted Affection

What have you done
I feel the searching gaze you give my way
Like I should know
But something says that I would rather

Stay oblivious this time
Don't really wanna ask why
I get this nauseous feeling
It's something messed up this time

Convinced yourself that I was what you'd need
But you need something stronger than what I can give

I'm sick of excuses
Cause damn does it hurt
Your twisted way its righteous
Treat me like I'm dirt
You aim to control me
Confusing it with love
Keep me scared and I won't leave you
Damn if thats not rough

But darling I will only say this once
I'd rather run alone, than to be stuck
With your twisted affection

It's kinda confusing
Cause no one has really cared the way you did
But then you go and abuse it
For whatever pleasure you can get

So honestly what did you expect of me
That I would fall to my knees
But I was gone the moment

You said those scars where for me
Why would you say such a thing
I tried to understand
But honestly how could you

I know you're sick
But it makes me sad
I want to leave
It's just too bad
Please just fix
Whatever is broken

So maybe now I'm tired of all this
Say your piece and get it over with

I'm sick of excuses
Cause damn does it hurt
Your twisted way its righteous
Treat me like I'm dirt
You aim to control me
Confusing it with love
Keep me scared and I won't leave you
Damn if thats not rough

But darling I will only say this once
I'd rather run alone, than to be stuck
With your twisted affection

Honestly
It's kinda disappointing
How long it took me to realise
But what do you
Expect from someone who
Always thinks everything is fine

Honestly
It's kinda disappointing
How long it took me to realise
But what do you
Expect from someone who
Always says everything is fine

I'm sick of excuses
Cause damn does it hurt
Your twisted way its righteous
Treat me like I'm dirt
You aim to control me
Confusing it with love
Keep me scared and I won't leave you
Damn if thats not rough

But darling I will only say this once
I'd rather run alone, than to be stuck
With your twisted affection



Credits
Writer(s): Rebekka Garcia Benito, Zarius Lazarus Gabrielides
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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