the mess that wanted love

Don't really wanna say it again
Could always tell it never really made sense
When I tried to explain
All those complicated feelings
Guess its hard to understand?

It's difficult to be my friend
A person who's too concerned with themselves
Isn't really a price
I wouldn't choose me either if I had that choice

I'm loosing myself to the war in my head
Tried to fight back, but I'm so easy to break
And you knew, oh you knew
I was loosing this battle in beautiful style
Waiting for applause at the final bow
And you knew, oh you knew
There was nothing to do than to watch me fall
Standing in my best dress I gave it my all
And you didn't know
How could you know

Cause I'm the mess that drove you away
I'm the mess that begged you to stay
I'm the mess that wanted love
In the process I hurt you too much

I'm impressed by how long you stayed
I hope that I would do the same
Should you ever want join me down here
Its gets lonely
The only voice I hear is myself

Sometimes I'm also mad
Mad that you would leave me
Stranded in my own head with nowhere to go
I just wish that you were stronger
Even though I was not

I'm loosing myself to the war in my head
Tried to fight back, but I'm so easy to break
And you knew, oh you knew
I was loosing this battle in beautiful style
Waiting for applause as the defeat grew loud
And you knew, oh you knew
There was nothing to do than to watch me fall
Standing in my best dress I gave it my all
And you didn't know
How could you know

Cause I'm the mess that drove you away
I'm the mess that begged you to stay
I'm the mess that wanted love
In the process I hurt you too much

Ask myself if I could be enough?
Would you choose me if i had just stopped?
Ask yourself how could you ever love
The person who hurt you the most?

I'm the mess that pushed you too far
Every word left a permanent scar
I'm the mess that only caused pain
All I wanted was for you too stay

I'm the mess that drove you away

I'm the mess that wanted love
In the process I hurt you too much



Credits
Writer(s): Rebekka Garcia Benito
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