i wonder why

Some things you don't really
Want explained
You often don't realise
Until its too late

Trapped where no one could see
But I could hardly breathe
Watched as everything I thought I had
Was never real
The one I thought would always come
He never did

I wonder why, you never understood
I wonder how you never saw when I screamed for help
How did you never notice every time I cried?
How could you let me sit there and wonder
Why you never really cared
I wonder maybe there is someone else for you out there?
Maybe I'd feel better if I just pretend
I wish it didn't matter
But I wonder why

I would be lying if I said I was surprised
But I guess I always chose to believe you were the decent kind

Honestly I'm glad it happened the way it did
Slowly getting out of the haze you put me in
But I find it hard to know
What was the point?

I wonder why, you never understood
I wonder how you never saw when I screamed for help
How did you never notice every time I cried?
How could you let me sit there and wonder why
You never really cared
I wonder maybe there is someone else for you out there?
Maybe I'd feel better if I just pretend
I wish it didn't matter
But I wonder why

I have to be strong today
When I'm not the one who made me feel this way
Do you find joy
In seeing me broken
Some kind of joke
Hoped I'd never notice
But every time I stood still
As you walked away
You left me alone!

To wonder why, you never understood
I wonder how you never saw when I screamed for help
How did you never notice every time I cried?
How could you let me sit there and wonder why
You never really cared
I wonder maybe there is someone else for you out there?
Maybe I'd feel better if I just pretend
I wish it didn't matter
But I wonder



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Writer(s): Rebekka Garcia Benito
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