take a few deep breaths and let me explain.

Do it all on my own
I never needed nobody
Im growing, i dont feel grown
I know i should need somebody
I thought you were that, you had me
I thought you were that, you had me
Do it all on my own
I never needed nobody
Im growing, i dont feel grown
I know i should need somebody
I thought you were that, you had me

Saw a picture from 9 years ago
I felt it was yesterday, i remember that night
Everything was alright
Now im double the age
And i got 10 times the problems
It all weighs on my conscience
And i can still barely breathe
Im always gasping for air
I guess its either lung cancer or
From the mofucking stress
Cause i am feeling so pressured
And i am spread too thin
I have like 10 open projects
And so much ———
I mean
I cannot really even think
I think i just need to sleep
Cause 5 hours on average has me over the brink
Its 4:30, another hour
Im hoping to find the power to finish all that i started
Hoping my future days CAN find me somewhat happy
And i know i cant help if im lucky
But its like they got it in for me
I wish they'd sometimes think of me
And text to see what's happening
I know i've been an asshole
But i've changed, trust me

Do it all on my own
I never needed nobody
Im growing, i dont feel grown
I know i should need somebody
I thought you were that, you had me
I thought you were that, you had me

I always felt brotherhood meant more to me than you
Cause i would not call you brother if i did not feel its true
And now i feel so alone
And i got no one to talk to
And i just wanna go home
And i just hope we could go through
All that has happened and find
Some answer, some underlying
Meaning, some quality time
And maybe then i will have
Some way to finish this rhyme

Do it all on my own
I never needed nobody
Im growing, i dont feel grown
I know i should need somebody
I thought you were that, you had me

And am i over you? hardly
Cause even nights when i party
And look at all sorts of women
I still be dreaming of you
I was in florence last weekend
Drinking red wine, wearing linen
Greek, french, italian women
But i was looking for you

Nothings gonna change tonight
No matter what new song i write
No matter who i sing it to
No matter if its all for you
I felt our time
Is coming to a close
I wore your clothes
I tried to act like you
I felt our time
Is coming to an end
I placed a bet
I lost a friend
And through it all
I think i saw god laugh with the power of the universe at hand



Credits
Writer(s): Christos Daravalis, Dav C
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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