start growing up NOW!

I'm beginning to feel
Like it's already too late
Did all i said i would do
But i made you all wait
And i am not even sure
That all of my achievements
Were even worth all the effort
Cause i still hate the appearance
Of the good life i am building
And all the bridges i'm keeping
Sometimes, i wish i was burning
I'm getting destructive urges
Self sabotage is concerning
I did —— in my party
And i did not even like it
And that goes for both the party
And the ——, it's disheartening
I wouldn't say im suffering
But i'm not happy exactly

Lie to the psychologist
I need to go through this alone
I'll tell you im fine
But i'm thinking of never going back home

Lie to the psychologist
I need to go through this alone
I'll tell you im fine
But i'm thinking of never going back home
I don't know if i've grown and i don't know if i've changed
I don't know if i've grown and i don't know if i've changed
Too many people erased
Too many people erased

Too many people erased
All of your shit that i faced
All that you threw in my face
Now i don't wish you success
And please never forget it
Get it through your head
I hope that you never make it
I'm on some hater behaviour
Achieving shit you're unable
So i'll give you my hand
Then i'll turn my back
You best believe we're not talking
I do not give fuck
About whatever you're doing
About whatever you're up to
Yeah, fuck you and your parties
Imma just drink without you
Fuck you and your parties
Ill stay in my villa
I have never been realer
And my conscience has never been cleaner

What if i told you we won't talk again
Would you even care
Cause i ain't planning on texting
But i ain't afraid to share
That i thought you as brotherly
You were more than a friend
And i don't know what to tell you
I used to always defend you
Whenever esta was warning me
'bout the ways you did wrong by me
You even gave an apology
It was worthless though honestly
But maybe i am the problem
Maybe i think too much
Maybe i let my ego
Get tangled up in the facts
And maybe i am the reason
That we wont talk again
Or you were never a friend



Credits
Writer(s): Christos Daravalis, Dav C
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