Splinter

I find myself more and more unable to stop from doing things
'Cause I think they might make you smile
I might stay here a while
I stopped with the jokes I used to make
Because I'm finding myself wishing we weren't kidding anymore
I've got a good mind to wait at your door

I don't wanna think I'd do a better job, but my pride is ravenous
He doesn't seem to be committed to this
I'm ashamed of being this selfish
These other girls in floor-length dresses
And I can't take my mind off of you
I'm not the only one who thinks you're beautiful
But I'm the only one who sings it

And oh, I promise you this is the last thing I want
But oh, your eyes are the only thing I seem to think about
I'll try my best not to take it too far
But I'm on my way home in my car
And you're a splinter in my heart I just can't get out

I keep changing my mind
About your place in my life and where I'd like it to be
I'm overthinking for no reason
I bet it doesn't even cross your mind
Meanwhile I'm in a storm of my own making
I try to keep my face even
But the cracks are coming to the light
I don't wanna want you, but I might, but I might

And oh, I promise you this is the last thing I want
But oh, your eyes are the only thing I seem to think about
I'll try my best not to take it too far
But I'm on my way home in my car
And you're a splinter in my heart I just can't get out