Bittersweet

Stood alone by the girl's bathroom door
Not knowing you're the subject of their rumors
The silence makes you wanna scream so loud
But oh, no you can't, oh, no you can't though

They fake their laughs and they mean their insults
And when you make a joke, a fight would result
But all I want is to be myself around my friends
But I can't, oh, no I can't, (UGH!)

There's a lump on my throat
There's a weight in my chest
There's a pounding in my heart
An aching in my teeth

I wish I could spit it out
I wish it was so simple
But I knew if I did
It would be bittersweet

The girls all say they see me as their best friend
But when I turn around, they stab me in the back and
When I'm around them, they make me feel like I'm
The villain, oh, I'm not the bad guy

And when they go out, they exclude me from their plans
I feel like such a freak with blood all over my hands
But trust me, honey, I'm so petty, I'll get revenge
Cus I'm the villain, oh, they made me like this

There's a lump on my throat
There's a weight in my chest
There's a pounding in my heart
An aching in my teeth

I wish I could spit it out
I wish it was so simple
But I knew if I did
It would be bittersweet

Bi-bi-bitter, bi-bi-bi-bittersweet
Bi-bi-bitter, bi-bi-bi-bittersweet

Cus trust me, baby
I'm not taking sorries
For the way
You treated me so "nicely"

Put me in my place
Show it to my face
What a bitch I am
I don't give a damn

Cus you, motherfuckers
With your one dollar-lipstick
Does not make up for your
Boyfriend's limp dick

Cus it all doesn't make fucking sense
I'm just the no-one, nice, no bad vice, nerdy girl
But that's all soon gonna be past tense
Once I show them the girl they made me

There is blood on my throat
There are crows in my chest
There's no function for my heart
There's poison in my teeth

And I'll spit it in your mouths
I act recklessly on impulse
But I knew after this
It won't be bittersweet