After the Conversation

I go through life looking over my shoulder
Back at everything I've done wrong
I go through life always afraid that
Everyone I love won't be around for too long

Cuz after every conversation I have with someone I love
It's impossible for me to tell what they were thinking of
Even if you told me that you love me just a day ago
After every conversation, here's where my mind goes

What did I say? What did I do?
To make an enemy out of you?
Clearly that look, look in your eye
Means that you want me to die

I always think I've done something that
I may not be able to repair
I go through life doing damage control on
Problems with people I love that may or may not be there

Cuz after every conversation I want to apologize
Terrified of your response and too scared to look in your eyes
Always seeking reassurances that nothing's gone awry
If you're sick of hearing it, believe me, so am I

What did I say? What did I do?
To make an enemy out of you?
Clearly that look, look in your eye
Means that you want me to die

And every word you say to me
That tells me something isn't right
Burrows in my brain
And keeps me up at night
And everything you say or do
That tells me that you care for me
Shrivels up to dust before I commit it to memory

What did I say? What did I do?
To make an enemy out of you?
Clearly that look, look in your eye
Means that you want me to die

What could you say? What could you do?
To make me see that you love me too?
I know you show me all the time and I just don't know why
I feel like I'm gonna cry
When you look me in the eye
Like you want me to die



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