Anyway

I just saw a fucking cockroach
In my... In my bedroom
And then it ran away
This place is so horrible

My day starts off with intrusive racing thoughts
I wake up, then I do my make up
Then I try to brush it off
Even therapy can't make 'em stop
I go by my day like it is all a-okay
I'm fine, that's what I'm telling to my friends
But they don't get it, oh
Oh, forget it
And I work so much
Because I'm scared I won't be worth enough
And I'm so closed off
'Cause I don't think I deserve the love
And it feels like no one knows
They don't see what I don't show
Sometimes there's better days
But it always comes back my way, yeah
They say "Forget about it, yo
Can you just fucking let it go?"
As a matter of fact, I can't
But it's okay, no one understands me
Anyway

Hi, Lina. This is Dr. Weil. I haven't heard from you in over a month
And I'm a little concerned. Call me back

And every night I just lay there and I cry
Then I sigh thinking 'bout the reasons why
I feel this way around the clock
Wish that I could turn it off
These voices in my head, they never seem to end
I mute them I try to elude them
But they've got their roots too deep
It's hard to breathe
And I speak less
'Cause I feel like a burden and I get so stressed
With the tears I hide
'Cause I feel like I'm so unattractive when I cry
And it feels like no one knows
They don't see what I don't show
Sometimes there's better days
But it always comes back my way, yeah
They say "Forget about it, yo
Can you just fucking let it go?"
As a matter of fact, I can't
But it's okay, no one understands me
Anyway
Anyway
Anyway
But it's okay, no one understand me
And my friends, they promised
To be there for me
But the moment I lose it
They're all gone suddenly
And everyone's so fucking woke these days
But they don't understand me
And it feels like no one knows
They don't see what I don't show
Sometimes there's better days
But it always comes back my way, yeah
They say "Forget about it, yo
Can you just fucking let it go?"
As a matter of fact, I can't
But it's okay, no one understands me
Anyway
Anyway
Anyway
But it's okay, no one understand me
Anyway
Anyway
Anyway
But it's okay, no one understand me
Anyway

I can't. I already had to kill so many spiders
That are literally the size of my palm
And now there is a cockroach. I can't do this



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