Reason Not To Jump

Shadows turn into such pretty patterns
And your name's written all in cursive letters
You SOLD love for the money, KEPT me for the show
But ironically, I was the first one to leave
Happiness goes dark
Just like your sly Cheshire smile
And then it turns addictive
And just like you
Got a good grip on the truth
But that doesn't change what you do
To me in my weakest times
I thought you'd be my reason not to jump
Oh, jump
Jump
Oh, jump
Moon light shining on your bloody face
Darlin, gotta give it to you, you lie with such grace
If I could go back to the night that we met, I'd run with no trace to follow
But you made the truth to bitter to swallow
Statements turn to questions
Then questions turn to fear
Then fear becomes so irresistible
And just like you
Got a good grip on the truth
But that doesn't change what you do
To me in my weakest times
I thought you'd be my reason not to jump
Oh, jump
Jump
Oh, jump
Covered in your fingerprints
Tell me, how could I resist?
If you trapped me with your kiss
Wrapped up in lies and delusions
I was caught up in your twisted world
Well, I'm a God damn girl that writes songs for a living
OF COURSE I fell for
You
Got a good grip on the truth
But that doesn't change what you do
To me in my weakest times
I thought you'd be my reason not to
You
Got a good grip on the truth
But that doesn't change what you do
To me in my weakest times
I thought you'd be my reason not to
Die
My reason not to cry
My reason to survive
To live to see another day and smile
I won't jump
Jump
I won't jump
Jump