too much

I wanna change but I'm stuck in my ways
Stuck in this place that just seems to drain
All joy away I am truly insane
It's too much to take wanting to be ok
I wanna change but I'm stuck in my ways
Stuck in this place that just seems to drain
All joy away I am truly insane
It's too much to take wanting to be ok

I wanna change but I'm stuck in my ways
Stuck in this place that just seems to drain
All joy away I am truly insane
It's too much to take wanting to be ok

Lately voices been crowding up my head so I've been clouding
Them out with drugs by the pound it ain't working so I been scouring
For something to be grounding myself and it is astounding
It is confounding utterly dumbfounding
I done found that the drugs get me to doubting
Myself more I've been cowering from them and I've been allowing
Myself to be bowing down to the sounds in
My head I'm frowning 'cause I could never be outing
The thoughts from my head and I have been heading
In the wrong direction for so long I'm not ready
Or fucking steady enough to be treading
In the right section of the world that I'm living
In I'm not kidding I'd rather be feeling
Numb than beheading the thoughts that have been edging
Me closer to my ending truly I have been dreading
The thought of shedding my old self it's got me sweating

I wanna change but I'm stuck in my ways
Stuck in this place that just seems to drain
All joy away I am truly insane
It's too much to take wanting to be ok
I wanna change but I'm stuck in my ways
Stuck in this place that just seems to drain
All joy away I am truly insane
It's too much to take wanting to be ok

I wanna change but I'm stuck in my ways
Stuck in this place that just seems to drain
All joy away I am truly insane
It's too much to take wanting to be ok



Credits
Writer(s): Connor Rivard
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