regret

I need to fucking shed what's inside of my head
Oh yes I need to get high and make my eyes red
My brain I need to shred until there's nothing left
I'd rather die instead of live with this regret

Everything I have done in order to have fun
I know that I can't just take it back I'm damned from
All of my fucking actions I've always been a bad son
Remorse I've got a crap ton wish I wasn't so maddened
Sanity has abandoned me nothing can gladden
Self-reproach always standing at fucking attention
No I am not acting won't catch me in Manhattan
Pessimism flattens me out I need to back up

I need to fucking shed what's inside of my head
Oh yes I need to get high and make my eyes red
My brain I need to shred until there's nothing left
I'd rather die instead of live with this regret

My mind is soft like satin it's easy to be damaged
I swear I'm speaking Latin or a different language
'Cause no one's understanding what I mean I've had enough
Self-hatred big as a dragon I can't even imagine
Loving myself yeah nah I'll stick with doubting that I am loved
All of my interactions they end with humiliation
I have no satisfaction so it's time to wrap up
My life end it's duration I never could've lasted

I need to fucking shed what's inside of my head
Oh yes I need to get high and make my eyes red
My brain I need to shred until there's nothing left
I'd rather die instead of live with this regret



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Writer(s): Connor Rivard
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