dread galore

No I just can't with this shit anymore
Everyone's mad since I can't ignore
The voices that been telling me to explore
Drugs so the sadness goes away like before
Don't know what's happened I have got dread galore
So many actions I've done that I deplore
My stress is massive I'm better off indoors
There's no pretending that I can be reborn

I've been so sleepy since life stopped being easy it
Has got me weeping in my bedroom seeking bliss
With drugs that make me queazy this is not the way to ease these rips
In my brain it's leaking quick on the floor I am seeing shit
These voices sound the eeriest my life is now a freezing pit
Anxiety's a sneaky bitch comes at the worst times and eats me quick
I am always feeling sick I know my life is meaningless
Nothing has pleased me since I've started taking drugs they keep me in
A state that's completely shit I use them as alleviants
In order to help me leave this planet but in all seriousness
I'm utterly obedient to them I'm in delirium
So I've been pleading with God to end my revience
To the drugs please even just one solitary evening
Let me not be tweaking I've been hurting for too many seasons
These thoughts just like heavy cement everyone is nescient
To the pain I'm dealing with so I'll end my life and my grieving quick

No I just can't with this shit anymore
Everyone's mad since I can't ignore
The voices that been telling me to explore
Drugs so the sadness goes away like before
Don't know what's happened I have got dread galore
So many actions I've done that I deplore
My stress is massive I'm better off indoors
There's no pretending that I can be reborn



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Writer(s): Connor Rivard
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