Under

We kissed
Under the moon
A darkened room
Windows not see through

Under the sun
No one
Could see you next to me
Too risky

So we go our separate ways during the days
To rendezvous at night in darkened alleyways
To have our love affair without a third who'd even care
Two shadows in the dark, they can't exist, they're torn apart

So we stay under
Under the veil of fairytale

We stay under
Under the rose the thorn that grows

We can look when outside
But together we are blind
I made a map of your lands
Traced by invisible hands

But what's the point of living under the snow
Having roots with nowhere to grow?

I rode
All alone
My hickey on your neck
I couldn't be shown

Why should I
Apologize
When you're in control
Of where we go

You hide behind that mask on your face
Like I'm a disgrace
And you never knew me

Want them to think that you color inside the lines
While I'm the kid that cries
My crayon rainbow messy

So I take the only train without a name
And ride along the tracks to where my heart remains

I start to hear it beat like Ultraviolence on repeat
Behind your lock and key in which you hide indignity

So we stay under
Under the veil of fairytale

We stay under
Under the rose the thorn that grows

We can look when outside
But together we are blind
I made a map of your lands
Traced by invisible hands

Want them to think that you color inside the lines
While I'm the kid that cries
My crayon rainbow messy

All of your brush strokes are so intentional
Just wait until they know
How your brush touched me

But I stay under
Under their gaze inside the haze

I stay under
Under the weight of your debate

I can look when outside
But together I would die
I keep the map of your lands
Inside my memory's hands

Cause what's the point of living under the snow
Having roots with nowhere to grow