all i do is disappear

I thought that I was ghosted but I guess the ghost is me
Floating round from house to house till somebody notices me

Inside a car my rotting corpse is but a silhouette
Stabbed or shot or choked to death by the hands that I just met

And what the hell am I doing here?
All I do is disappear
You stare into my eyes but all you see is clear right through me

I realize that you don't know that I even have a name
I guess it doesn't matter cause to you we're all the same

A laundry list of faces in your phone for you to fuck
To think of all the places you have been while I've been stuck

And what the hell am I doing here?
All I do is disappear
You stare into my eyes but all you see is clear right through me

I'm just the dusty book upon your shelf
A shadow of my former self
And full of pages that were written by those who never knew me

Cant heal the pain
Or hide the shame
With pity parties and pinning blame

I burn my row of marigolds
Just to see their orange glow

I'm not a ghost inside a home
I'm a vengeful spirit free to roam

A poltergeist in a disguise
I'm flipping tables and cutting ties

Say goodbye
Bye bye

Forever
I'm never
Coming back to the Earth

It's time I write my own page
So people know my real name
My side of the story
You'll know who I really am

And what the hell am I doing here?
All I do is disappear
You stare into my eyes but all you see is clear right through me

I'm just the dusty book upon your shelf
A shadow of my former self
And full of pages that were written by those who never knew me



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