Khaotic Mind

I wake up in the deep end, sinkin' low
Can't feel nothin', I'm numb, but it shows
Got monsters in my head, they throw a parade
Twirlin' in the darkness, where I fade

I paint my lips like battle scars, you see
I'm Khaos Kitty, and it's wild in me
But behind the claws and the painted lies
I'm drowning, no crown in this Khaotic mind

I'm the queen of the night, but it's hollow inside
I'm a wreck, but I smile just to keep it disguised
Can't stop this spiral, I'm trapped in my skin
I'm the chaos, I'm the war that I'll never win

Welcome to my Khaos, babe, yeah, it's wild and it's loud
Screamin' in my mind, but I don't make a sound
I'm fallin', fallin', and I can't be saved
Can't outrun these demons, I'm their slave

Twistin', turnin' in my own disguise
A tornado in my soul, I can't hide
Khaos in my veins, in every breath I take
Dancin' with depression in a masquerade

I put glitter on the pain, make it shine
But the darkness eats me up every time
They say "be strong," like I ain't tried
But this Khaos inside has me paralyzed

My mind's a battlefield, no peace in sight
Got wars with myself every day, every night
But I'll smile like it's fine, play my part
While Khaos rips apart my heart

I'm the queen of the night, but it's hollow inside
I'm a wreck, but I smile just to keep it disguised
Can't stop this spiral, I'm trapped in my skin
I'm the chaos, I'm the war that I'll never win

Welcome to my Khaos, babe, yeah, it's wild and it's loud
Screamin' in my mind, but I don't make a sound
I'm fallin', fallin', and I can't be saved
Can't outrun these demons, I'm their slave

Twistin', turnin' in my own disguise
A tornado in my soul, I can't hide
Khaos in my veins, in every breath I take
Dancin' with depression in a masquerade

I'm a riot in the rain, tears in my eyes
But you'll never see the storm, I keep it all inside
You want Khaos, baby? Welcome to my mind
It's a mess, it's a wreck, and I'm barely alive

Welcome to my Khaos, babe, yeah, it's wild and it's loud
Screamin' in my mind, but I don't make a sound
I'm fallin', fallin', and I can't be saved
Can't outrun these demons, I'm their slave

Twistin', turnin' in my own disguise
A tornado in my soul, I can't hide
Khaos in my veins, in every breath I take
Dancin' with depression in a masquerade

Khaos in my mind, no escape tonight
I wear the crown, but I lose the fight
Dancin' with depression, it's me and my fate
Welcome to the storm, babe, it's too late