Switch Up

Wake up, mask on, I'm in the game
Single mom hustle, but I'm feelin' drained
Day shift, night shift, never the same
Mind's a storm, but I smile through the pain

One minute I'm up, next I'm fallin' fast
I'm laughin' but I know it won't last
Balance on the edge, playin' my role
Gotta hold it down, even when I lose control

Switch up, switch up, feel it in my brain
Actin' like I'm fine, but it's hard to maintain
I'm crashin', burnin', but no one can tell
I'm livin' in chaos, in my personal hell

I'm the queen of the juggle, wearin' every crown
Holdin' it together, but I'm breakin' down
Gotta fake the smile, can't let 'em see the fall
I'm a warrior, baby, still standin' tall

Flip the switch when I'm spiralin' low
Put on a show, but they'll never know
Got a storm inside, but I won't let it show
Khaos in my mind, but I still run the show

Clock in, clock out, baby's on my mind
Emails, deadlines, no space to unwind
Boy hits me up like "Hey, you fine?"
But I don't got time for another lie

Poppin' pills just to level out the high
Can't let 'em see me fallin' from the sky
Switch my face up, quick change the script
Hold my head high, gotta stick to the script

Switch up, switch up, feel it in my brain
Actin' like I'm fine, but it's hard to maintain
I'm crashin', burnin', but no one can tell
I'm livin' in chaos, in my personal hell

I'm the queen of the juggle, wearin' every crown
Holdin' it together, but I'm breakin' down
Gotta fake the smile, can't let 'em see the fall
I'm a warrior, baby, still standin' tall

Flip the switch when I'm spiralin' low
Put on a show, but they'll never know
Got a storm inside, but I won't let it show
Khaos in my mind, but I still run the show

I'm a mother, I'm a fighter, I'm a boss, I'm a queen
But the highs and the lows, they cut me so clean
Got my kid to raise, my bills to pay
Still gotta slay, every single day

Relationships fall, but I hold the line
Love's a battle I don't got time to find
I'm runnin' on empty, but I'll never quit
Khaos Kitty, baby, still runnin' it

I'm the queen of the juggle, wearin' every crown
Holdin' it together, but I'm breakin' down
Gotta fake the smile, can't let 'em see the fall
I'm a warrior, baby, still standin' tall

Flip the switch when I'm spiralin' low
Put on a show, but they'll never know
Got a storm inside, but I won't let it show
Khaos in my mind, but I still run the show

Switch up, switch up, feel it in my brain
Actin' like I'm fine, but it's hard to maintain
I'm crashin', burnin', but no one can tell
I'm livin' in chaos, in my personal hell



Credits
Writer(s): Jerod Michael Gilliam
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