Manic Dreams

I'm lost in my head, it's a never-ending fight
One minute I'm flying, the next I'm drowning in night
My meds are my crutch, but they ain't doing the trick
I'm chasing the highs, but the lows are so sick

I'm riding the wave, of my manic dreams
Where the world is mine, and my heart beats extreme
But when the crash comes, I'm left on my knees
Picking up the pieces, of my fragmented tease

My mind's a maze, I'm searching for the exit sign
One day I'm a queen, the next I'm a waste of time
I'm searching for balance, but it's hard to find
My emotions are wildfire, burning out of line

I'm riding the wave, of my manic dreams
Where the world is mine, and my heart beats extreme
But when the crash comes, I'm left on my knees
Picking up the pieces, of my fragmented tease

Maybe I'm crazy, maybe I'm free
Maybe this chaos, is just part of me
I'll learn to love myself, through the highs and lows
'Cause that's the only way, I'll make it through the shows

I'm riding the wave, of my manic dreams
Where the world is mine, and my heart beats extreme
But when the crash comes, I'm left on my knees
Picking up the pieces, of my fragmented tease

I'm still finding my way, through the dark and the light
But I won't give up, I'll keep on fighting tonight
My manic dreams, they make me who I am
A beautiful mess, in this broken plan