Diary of Me

The only reason I wrote all this down was to give you transparency
And a glimpse of some honesty
So many people are dragging you down with a message and lyrics that all seem to drown
And what is the price?
A sick beat and the way that it sounds?

I opened the door to this thing called my life
I wish I could say there was nothing to hide
And this life was never mine, so who am I to try and hide?
These are the stories and struggles
And honestly it's hard admitting where I have been and where I am now

I'm working this puzzle, and there's still missing pieces
Part of me seeks glory, and masterpieces
But If I do this for money and fame
Then I've already slipped out of my lane
Look around and there's no one to blame

It's the man in the mirror, and we share the same name
This for you, who are seeking the truth
Looking for lyrics that won't numb and sooth
Uncomfortable, honest and truly so ugly
But if we'er honest, we in ourselves aren't all that lovely

I do this for God and all those around me
I do this for me, for lyrical therapy
And for all those who just might be listening
Thank you for sharing in my struggle
Reach out to me and I'll share in your struggle

At this point I might be spewing, redundant I admit
It's hard to quit
Knowing 'The Throne' is published, knowing I'm open to the public
It scares me, it's unknown to me, something I've never seen...
Thank you for listening to the 'Diary of Me'