Oblivion

A simple song
A different place
A simple change
That I had made
I'd right my wrongs
If I could say
All of the things
I didn't say
It's been so long
You fade away
Is this the end
I scream for days
Never learned to turn my back
From all the things that I once had
Never learned to let it go
Never learned to let it show
Never learned to turn my back
From all things that come to pass
Never learned to let it go
Never learned to let it show

I had tried to let you go
I had tried
To escape the Oblivion
To escape the meridian

When the drugs wear off you feel the pain
When the booze run out you feel the shame
When the club shut down they fade away
When the ass walk out they never stay
Then your left alone
Then your left alone

I had to learn to stop being stuck in the past to see the last sun
After all we can't move forward if we always got our back front
Like trying to quit an addiction always saying this the last one
I'd give myself a dozen excuses if only I had one

I try to escape this hell
I try to escape myself
I won't admit I need help
I won't admit to myself
So what am I waiting for
What am I waiting for
I promise that I'll sing about you
But life is hard to live without you
The Earth I knew is brought back down too
A state that I can call profound truth
I know one day I'll say I found you
But now I gotta find a sound too
Light the mood for all who's down to
Place we call depressed from church cues
And find a way

I had tried to let you go
I had tried
To escape the Oblivion
To escape the meridian

When the drugs wear off you feel the pain
When the booze run out you feel the shame
When the club shut down they fade away
When the ass walk out they never stay
Then your left alone
Then your left alone

I had to learn to stop being stuck in the past to see the last sun
After all we can't move forward if we always got our back front
Like trying to quit an addiction always saying this the last one
I'd give myself a dozen excuses...

I'd right my wrongs
If I could say
All of the things
I didn't say
It's been so long
You fade away
Is this the end
I scream for days
Never learned to turn my back
From all the things that I once had
Never learned to let it go
Never learned to let it show
Never learned to turn my back
From all things that come to pass
Never learned to let it go
Never learned to let it show

I don't want the same old routine, fucking, my entire life
Yeah
Even if it's fucked in the head I wanna try some new shit
Like Jackass man, like they do some fucked shit but...
Ya know, at least they're trying new fucking things
Yeah, fuck...
I just wanna, fucking live life man
Exactly, I don't wanna live my life, fucking, according to some other idiots fucking perspective...

Life
What dose it really mean?
And how dose it end?
Tragedy
And time...