Serious (feat. J-Easy)

Bars be serious
You can't fuck with me dog
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Bars be serious
You can't fuck with me dog
Point blank, period

It seems the older I get
The more I'm facing regrets
And all the things didn't care about are hard to digest
Feel there's too much on my plate
It's like I'm losing my taste
It's getting cold but why do all my jackets feel like they're strait?
I'm downing alcohol to feed the beast inside of me
Drown all my sorrows in bottles, no more sobriety
No capping, my mind feels like it's trapped
I'm just a rat, that's a fact
I always think I'm a pest
I can't clean up my act, my whole story's a mess
Nothing but cigarettes, liquor and inner stress
I confess, it feels hard to direct myself at times
And now I'm smoking green and nicotine to try and reach the highs
Of my younger years
When I was happy go lucky, now all I feel is fear
My heart is suffering from loss and it's too severe
I'm being serious, I guess I'll know soon who really means it when they say they're here

Bars be serious
You can't fuck with me dog
Point blank, period

Bars be serious
You can't fuck with me dog
Point blank, period

Everybody's got their phone glued to their hand
So how come when I reach out, no one messages back?
If I ever sent a snap to you asking to chat
It's when I'm feeling down no one seems to think of that fact
Or maybe your just not the friend that you claim to be
All the love I give, I receive hate times three
Now I stay at home and smoke to keep my brain at ease
I'm ashamed of what mind state has made me be
All this stigma in society has made me suffer quietly
And now I'm at the breaking point, I'm 'bout to shatter violently
I'm a pessimist, although my glass is filled
With shame I spill my heart, it kills to know I'll never fit the part, that's real
I'm never enough, I know you know that's how I feel
Like I said on hard times I think I'll chase my drinks down with pills
Anything to kill
This depression
Hope you're learning from these lessons
This is serious

Bars be serious
You can't fuck with me dog
Point blank, period

Bars be serious
You can't fuck with me dog
Point blank, period

I'm Serious
Delirious
Got a racing brain
I don't know if imma get through all of this
Shits serious, why aint you feelin this?
I'm expressing my thoughts
Is this what you call the end of it?
Going crazy people looking, "Justin your eyes have gone hazy"
Just got to turn to them and say "shut the fuck up"
I snap I aint lazy
All I ask was for a lousy call or a text
But you mother fuckers just stare
Wondering what imma do next
I'm an atomic bomb with a fuse hidden
Got all the haters bed ridden
Not kidding
Like Jordan said, we got something that's serious, yeah
Depression's real, its what one feels
Time doesn't heal
All these scars are just what comes with this deal
But always reach out for that help
Cause we all need it at times
Remember we aren't made of steel

Bars be serious
You can't fuck with me dog
Point blank, period

Bars be serious
You can't fuck with me dog
Point blank, period



Credits
Writer(s): Justin Cragen
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