Love the Pain
We've tried a dozen times, it doesn't work
My heart's as black as spades, it's in the dirt
A utensil used to dig up old hurt
Guess I'll always come last if I put you first
I don't wanna sound selfish at all
But when I pick myself up, you make me fall
I had a big heart but you make it so small
And it's hard for me to admit
But I'd be lying to myself if I told you that perfect exists
You've made mistakes and I've taken risks
Subconsciously, to get us out of this
We have enough and then we split
One phone call later and we reminisce then
We try our luck to have a fresh start
Because it cuts deep whenever we're apart
But it hurts worse that we can never work
We're too diverse, we can't observe
How we both feel when we explain
But we can't leave
It's like we love the pain
Like you want, I wait for you to save me
You just stand there smiling while I'm breaking
Why do you only love the pain?
Give you every part of my worth taking
You come back just so you can break me
Why do you only love the pain?
Reminds me of a swing set when I think about this
We're so childish, you scream the loudest
Going back and forth every time we push
Seems all the good times get overlooked
It's like you get off on the pain your dealing
Creates a new meaning of "fuck your feelings"
Like tryna eat an orange in the dark with demons
I'm afraid I don't see what I found appealing
Now you're screaming, another yelling match
No voice of reason
It gets too much deal with
Once again I decide to leave and
Weeks pass, no phone call
What's going on?
Had no idea that you'd already started moving on
Bitterness overtook in the fear of losing you for good
You won't overlook these feelings
Say you don't love me well you should
Tell me how the fuck are you acting tough?
When it was me who decided I had enough
And walked out, so used to the routine
Had no idea you were through with me, fuck
What we had I won't forget
Now I think it's time that you felt a little bit of my regret
No it isn't fair but that's what you get
When you're used to playing these stupid games
No more charades, let me explain
I need you, I don't want this pain
Like you want, I wait for you to save me
You just stand there smiling while I'm breaking
Why do you only love the pain?
Give you every part of my worth taking
You come back just so you can break me
Why do you only love the pain?
My heart's as black as spades, it's in the dirt
A utensil used to dig up old hurt
Guess I'll always come last if I put you first
I don't wanna sound selfish at all
But when I pick myself up, you make me fall
I had a big heart but you make it so small
And it's hard for me to admit
But I'd be lying to myself if I told you that perfect exists
You've made mistakes and I've taken risks
Subconsciously, to get us out of this
We have enough and then we split
One phone call later and we reminisce then
We try our luck to have a fresh start
Because it cuts deep whenever we're apart
But it hurts worse that we can never work
We're too diverse, we can't observe
How we both feel when we explain
But we can't leave
It's like we love the pain
Like you want, I wait for you to save me
You just stand there smiling while I'm breaking
Why do you only love the pain?
Give you every part of my worth taking
You come back just so you can break me
Why do you only love the pain?
Reminds me of a swing set when I think about this
We're so childish, you scream the loudest
Going back and forth every time we push
Seems all the good times get overlooked
It's like you get off on the pain your dealing
Creates a new meaning of "fuck your feelings"
Like tryna eat an orange in the dark with demons
I'm afraid I don't see what I found appealing
Now you're screaming, another yelling match
No voice of reason
It gets too much deal with
Once again I decide to leave and
Weeks pass, no phone call
What's going on?
Had no idea that you'd already started moving on
Bitterness overtook in the fear of losing you for good
You won't overlook these feelings
Say you don't love me well you should
Tell me how the fuck are you acting tough?
When it was me who decided I had enough
And walked out, so used to the routine
Had no idea you were through with me, fuck
What we had I won't forget
Now I think it's time that you felt a little bit of my regret
No it isn't fair but that's what you get
When you're used to playing these stupid games
No more charades, let me explain
I need you, I don't want this pain
Like you want, I wait for you to save me
You just stand there smiling while I'm breaking
Why do you only love the pain?
Give you every part of my worth taking
You come back just so you can break me
Why do you only love the pain?
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Writer(s): Jordan Dunn
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