Review (Freestyle)

This year wasn't really the best it could be
But i brought myself further up from my knees
Showed me the things that i thought i couldn't see
And even though my mind gets numb, i still felt free
Like i said, i needa push through the weak
Finally tried for once, turned myself into a better me
Got out of some beef that coulda been the death of me
And finally i tried harder to not serve a penalty

These girls are no treasure, they're a treesha
Can't find a girl more loyal than krisha
And that's on god, i know we had a rough path on love
But i know things will be fine if i trust the lord above
What even is love, so many emotions fell outta me
Stone cold, heart on ice, feel the rod waving inside of me
Tryna fish my head from all these couple months
But there's a point where i thought i just had enough
Some things just don't ever feel right for me
All this negativity makes me feel like i don't have needs
All these experiences, makes me feel like i abused on weed
Not to mislead, but i never had a future to ever see
All my life i've focused on fixing my whole past
Never realizing the present years that i live in, move too fast
That's how this year ended up to be
Work even felt something that i felt so weak
Ironically, while it wasn't the best mind for me
It taught me a lot of things i need to see
The bigger picture, bigger than black and white you see
Maybe the numb inside my heart is tryna break free
Smiled a whole lot better, focusing on getting the cheddar
But the pain still lives a little inside of me
Who cares if i never have anyone to rely on
As long as i got me, i don't need anybody
Lost like 80% of my whole crew, they felt like old news
And i still wish the best for them, but i needa focus on the new
Instead of the past, you know that wouldn't ever last
Cause the future, that's all what matters, there's no need to go fast

This year wasn't really the best it could be
But i brought myself further up from my knees
Showed me the things that i thought i couldn't see
And even though my mind gets numb, i still felt free
Like i said, i needa push through the weak
Finally tried for once, turned myself into a better me
Got out of some beef that coulda been the death of me
And finally i tried harder to not serve a penalty



Credits
Writer(s): Amir B
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