Letter To God
Dear god
Are you even real
There's support that I just don't feel
They say with time all wounds heal
But I got permanent damage so what is the deal
I think I'm starting to lose my faith
You never helped me on a bad day
I didn't want it to go this way
But I got a few things to say
First things first Rest In Peace DMX
He inspires others to be the best
Remember the real ones and don't see the rest
How you gonna take 'pac and leave us suge
All your decisions leave me shook
Think about all the lives that you took
Are you doing this on purpose or do I got you miss understood
I wanted to know if my grandpa would survive his cancer
And because of you I learned the harder answer
People wonder why I have so much built anger
Why do gays have to burn just because there different
I thought everyone belonged or is that just ignorance
Why is heaven white and the devils black
Are you promoting racism people die for that
Where were you when I cried and needed somebody to listen
Where were you when I wanted to make a visit
It can't be that hard to answer these questions is it
Why is it that you're never there when I call
Why is it that you never pick me up when I fall
Do you listen to my words or do they not matter at all
I pretend to be happy when I'm not
Friends are starting to spot
What I feel it's all just a lot
This is my letter to god
They say not to question you but it's getting hard
I've faced my demons but you haven't done your part
Your decisions are blades and you got me scarred
I wish I could change but I don't know how
You tried putting demons in a friend that's something I won't allow
I never needed your forgiveness and I don't need it now
Remember when I asked you why I was alive
And you sat in your chair and told me to die
Then I pretend like everything is fine
But how could I be when you tear my inside.
Maybe it's not right for me to blame
But it would be nice if you relieved my pain
You didn't pay attention when my demons came
And because of that I'll never trust you the same
Maybe there's a reason That i must of missed
That's fine I'll make out the abyss
Then I'd do it again just show I'm not afraid of the risk
I'll put the experience out on a disk
And make it become on everyone's playlist
I think about what you've done every time I rap
I've been suffocating in your trap
You've given me great friends I can thank you for that
But I bet you're gonna take them away so I can never get them back
Why is it that you're never there when I call
Why is it that you never pick me up when I fall
Do you listen to my words or do they not matter at all
I pretend to be happy when I'm not
Friends are starting to spot
What I feel it's all just a lot
This is my letter to god
Are you even real
There's support that I just don't feel
They say with time all wounds heal
But I got permanent damage so what is the deal
I think I'm starting to lose my faith
You never helped me on a bad day
I didn't want it to go this way
But I got a few things to say
First things first Rest In Peace DMX
He inspires others to be the best
Remember the real ones and don't see the rest
How you gonna take 'pac and leave us suge
All your decisions leave me shook
Think about all the lives that you took
Are you doing this on purpose or do I got you miss understood
I wanted to know if my grandpa would survive his cancer
And because of you I learned the harder answer
People wonder why I have so much built anger
Why do gays have to burn just because there different
I thought everyone belonged or is that just ignorance
Why is heaven white and the devils black
Are you promoting racism people die for that
Where were you when I cried and needed somebody to listen
Where were you when I wanted to make a visit
It can't be that hard to answer these questions is it
Why is it that you're never there when I call
Why is it that you never pick me up when I fall
Do you listen to my words or do they not matter at all
I pretend to be happy when I'm not
Friends are starting to spot
What I feel it's all just a lot
This is my letter to god
They say not to question you but it's getting hard
I've faced my demons but you haven't done your part
Your decisions are blades and you got me scarred
I wish I could change but I don't know how
You tried putting demons in a friend that's something I won't allow
I never needed your forgiveness and I don't need it now
Remember when I asked you why I was alive
And you sat in your chair and told me to die
Then I pretend like everything is fine
But how could I be when you tear my inside.
Maybe it's not right for me to blame
But it would be nice if you relieved my pain
You didn't pay attention when my demons came
And because of that I'll never trust you the same
Maybe there's a reason That i must of missed
That's fine I'll make out the abyss
Then I'd do it again just show I'm not afraid of the risk
I'll put the experience out on a disk
And make it become on everyone's playlist
I think about what you've done every time I rap
I've been suffocating in your trap
You've given me great friends I can thank you for that
But I bet you're gonna take them away so I can never get them back
Why is it that you're never there when I call
Why is it that you never pick me up when I fall
Do you listen to my words or do they not matter at all
I pretend to be happy when I'm not
Friends are starting to spot
What I feel it's all just a lot
This is my letter to god
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Writer(s): Noah Hindley
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