I Hate Everything

I Hate the fact you say I can't rap cause I'm white and not black
Imma have to get the gat for my demons and fight them back
I talk about my depression because growing up no one cared about that
I hate the way you judge a human is by assuming
That they're evil and not know what they're doing
Even when I win it feels like i'm losing they say it's in my head
It's very confusing
I hate that I thought these demons could save me
But there what made me so angry
They make you wanna die from tearing you from the inside
So I gotta murder a beat it's a homicide
I hate it when you think that I'm fine when I constantly cry for help all the time
I bet half of you are blind I mean why do you think that I rhyme
I hate the cancerous disease that took my grandpa with ease
Like a deer and headlights I freeze all you see is just wet faces
It's hard to get through tight spaces
I hate that I can only think about bad memories and all I could make were enemies

I hate the people that never take their shot
I hate that I don't even know if my friends like me or not
I hate that you took 'pac even though he was a god
I Hate Everything
But more than anything I hate myself
I just put it on everyone else to repel the feelings for oneself

I hate that I can't explain how I feel cause when I say it it's real
So I just seal it in me and pretend to be happy
And completely forget what had me so unhappy
I hate alcohol cause as I recall it tried to destroy my family
And I didn't think I could get through it all
You used to bring that home every night it just told me y'all were going to fight
I just had to grab on to my hope and hold on tight
It was the only thing that ever told me it be alright
I hate that all my songs sound the same The memories repeat in my brain
My demons play with my emotions like a game
I'm tired of being alone that's why I reach out for fame
So all of you could love my name
I hate the stress I feel I'm just a mess
I have no confidence in myself I think I'm about to have less
I hate that I'm afraid of everything I look at the songs I've made
And I think my mental health isn't a fair trade

I hate the people that never take their shot
I hate that I don't even know if my friends like me or not
I hate that you took 'pac even though he was a god
I Hate Everything
But more than anything I hate myself
I just put it on everyone else to repel the feelings for oneself



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Writer(s): Noah Hindley
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