Finish Line

I was told that my last year would be my best
And when I'd leave, I'd be satisfied and I could rest
But it seems that this story isn't as it was told
So please quit with the lies I can't take it anymore

They say it's gonna be alright
So why am I not fine

There a crisis in my own head
And I don't know how to stop it
But the clock keeps ticking
I'm running out of time
And I'm scared that the chance to do want I want won't happen
And that my memories will be forgotten
I don't want to cross the finish line yet

In one hand, I actually want to grow up
To get out of here, see what life has for me
With that freedom
But on the other, I see how close we are to the finish line
With the things I've built and friends I've made
I don't want to say goodbye

They say it's gonna be alright
So why am I not fine

There a crisis in my own head
And I don't know how to stop it
But the clock keeps ticking
I'm running out of time
And I'm scared that the chance to do want I want won't happen
And that my memories will be forgotten
I don't want to cross the finish line yet

I just want to spend time with my friends
And I don't want my time here to stop
I don't want to leave the places I grew up in
And I don't want to say goodbye to
Every single thing I love so

There a crisis in my own head
And I don't know how to stop it
But the clock keeps ticking
I'm running out of time
And I'm scared that the chance to do want I want won't happen
And that my memories will be forgotten
I don't want to cross the finish line yet
(Can we please just go back to)

What I see in front of me is frightening
But now it's done. Do I have more than just memories
Did I leave an impression? Did I answer my questions
And now as I'm looking back, can I see my own progression
Did I make the most of every single passing moment
And as I'm looking back, can I really see my own enjoyment
And though I tried my best to make my own way
Did you really stick around for the whole story
To hear what I had to say