Chemically Imbalanced

Don't play with my heart, oooooh
Go ahead, and let it fall, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Ugh, lately I've been drowning in my own private thoughts
Can't open up, because my voice has been too silent, to talk
My mental illness tries to turn me into someone, I'm not
It's at a point, where I don't even want to work at my job
The clock's ticking, but I'm dragging, tryna force myself to go
Money's evil, cause it killed my happiness and my growth
Feels like I'm losing control, from all these demons 'in my skull
Depression gives a person reasons to smoke, or overdose, yo
Life has been a joke to me, nothing's working for me
Been on pills, but still I feel the pain 'lurking at me
It's hurting me, convincing people to keep on deserting me
Just so it's presence can get better, while it gets worse for me
Empty feelings can get vicious, when you feel so alone
Nobody understands me, so I stay in my comfort zone
Lashing out, and forcing people to just leave me alone
I'm chemically imbalanced' like a drone, that flies around, and says

Don't play with my heart, oooooh
Go ahead, and let it fall, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Don't play with my heart, oooooh
Go ahead, and let it fall, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

I lost myself' a while back, and I can't seem to get me back
My complexion is poison, cause I just can't seem to attract folks
That won't stab me in the back, for years' my heart's been black
Karma's taking too long, cause a part of me wants to attack at
People that hurt me, then left me 'suffering, to die
Everyone that I've encountered, always smothered me with lies
By telling me' that they love me, and would be 'by my side
It's true, when they say' that people hate you, alive, and love you, when you die
I cry my eyes out, and snap from the rage
My brain's suicidal calendar' is counting the days
But I fight so hard' to avoid it, but I just can't catch a break
Dealing with them heartaches, like art sketching heartbreaks, ugh
It's hard to communicate' with the anxiety
It seems to fade quickly, when no one is sitting' beside me
Since birth, I've been a bad seed, that still hasn't grown
I'm chemically imbalanced' like a drone, that flies around, and says

Don't play with my heart, oooooh
Go ahead, and let it fall, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Don't play with my heart, oooooh
Go ahead, and let it fall, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah



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Writer(s): Jordan Reynolds
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