Alone & Afraid
Yea don't nobody how I feel!
Everyone tells me what I feel ain't real!
Telling me let go and move on
Well its not easy for me, don't you see!
For years I've been struggling with shit
That I did in my previous years!
I know I'm forgiven, but I'm losing my faith in myself
Cuz I can't keep on going with this shit for years!
So honestly?
Yea, I do
Lile every move I make
I turn right back around in to the same spot I was in before
Stuck on replay
Reliving it over and over
Like its my hell!
The things that I've done, well
Some things you may not believe
I don't believe half the things that I did, simply it just wasn't me!
My body was there, but my soul was as high as can be
Living my life like it all was a dream!
But dreams as we know yea they come to an end
All because its just pretend!
The drugs paint a picture inside of your head
Portraying you something you're not so instead
You grab it because it pleases the eye
Only then do you realize its filled with all lies!
Making you think you're invincible
Making you think you're incredible
Making you think you can conquer the world
Giving you freedom to do what you want
But it's only dream world, then 'BAM'!
Right back to reality, back to the world
Back to the loneliness, back to the thoughts
The reminder that you're just a crook and a scum!
You cheated, you lied, you stole and you killed
Every dream that you ever had of trying to full-fill
Whatever it was, that you're meant to be!
You think "It's too late to start over for me!"
So you change your appearance, the way that you look
To forget the old way that you looked!
Trying different ways to forget or to cope
To settle your mind and your soul
I know how you feel, I'm in the same boat!
That why I am writing this note!
To say that you're not by yourself
But I hear that eventually, you'll find yourself!
Now it may take some time, but
You have the strength within you
You've made it this far, that's why you just cant stop
You've got something much bigger to do
I can't tell you what it is though
Only you can decide, what you want from this life that you choose
So tell me, are you afraid?
Everyone tells me what I feel ain't real!
Telling me let go and move on
Well its not easy for me, don't you see!
For years I've been struggling with shit
That I did in my previous years!
I know I'm forgiven, but I'm losing my faith in myself
Cuz I can't keep on going with this shit for years!
So honestly?
Yea, I do
Lile every move I make
I turn right back around in to the same spot I was in before
Stuck on replay
Reliving it over and over
Like its my hell!
The things that I've done, well
Some things you may not believe
I don't believe half the things that I did, simply it just wasn't me!
My body was there, but my soul was as high as can be
Living my life like it all was a dream!
But dreams as we know yea they come to an end
All because its just pretend!
The drugs paint a picture inside of your head
Portraying you something you're not so instead
You grab it because it pleases the eye
Only then do you realize its filled with all lies!
Making you think you're invincible
Making you think you're incredible
Making you think you can conquer the world
Giving you freedom to do what you want
But it's only dream world, then 'BAM'!
Right back to reality, back to the world
Back to the loneliness, back to the thoughts
The reminder that you're just a crook and a scum!
You cheated, you lied, you stole and you killed
Every dream that you ever had of trying to full-fill
Whatever it was, that you're meant to be!
You think "It's too late to start over for me!"
So you change your appearance, the way that you look
To forget the old way that you looked!
Trying different ways to forget or to cope
To settle your mind and your soul
I know how you feel, I'm in the same boat!
That why I am writing this note!
To say that you're not by yourself
But I hear that eventually, you'll find yourself!
Now it may take some time, but
You have the strength within you
You've made it this far, that's why you just cant stop
You've got something much bigger to do
I can't tell you what it is though
Only you can decide, what you want from this life that you choose
So tell me, are you afraid?
Credits
Writer(s): Pavel Denisyuk
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