Haunted Memory

Tell me what you want
Tell me what you need
Tell me what you see
When you're looking down at me
Angels fighting over me
Or demons running free
It's not a mystery
I got a haunted memory

Okay, got some haunted memories
I bet I'm not the only one, that isn't feeling free
Tied down by my demons, why I can't be left alone
My thoughts they eat me up until the day that I am gone
A mental war is going on, inside my lonely head
Of all the wrongs that I had done, could never get ahead
One dude, yea he did me wrong, I paid his bail, set him free
Then one day he turned around and did some shit that made me see
What kind of person that he was, I had to set him free
I paid a guy to shoot him up, I didn't feel a thing
That's the cold heart that I got, the only choice I had
It was either me or him, trust me, I wasn't sad
To find out that he's dead and gone
I played him like in chess
Blocked him in, and then checkmate
I took his heart out of his chest
When I got the phone call
That the job was finished, done
Hung up the phone and realized that I've only just begun
(Beat)

So tell me what you want
Tell me what you need
Tell me what you see
When you're looking down at me
Angels fighting over me
Or demons running free
It's not a mystery
I got a haunted memory
So tell me what you want, yea
Tell me what you need
Tell me what you see
When you're looking down at me
Angels fighting over me
Or demons running free
It's not a mystery
I got a haunted memory

My thoughts were suicidal after rehabilitation
To stay alive, I started taking different medication
The people who I thought were true, turned out to be all fake
I reached a point of no self worth, keeping me awake
On top of that, financially I struggle more than you
The life I chose before it led me far away from truth
I know I did some things before, that maybe wasn't right
But at least I'm working on rebuilding my whole life
I'm not gonna apologize for staying real with you
I'm not a snake, I'm not like you, I'm sticking being true
Being hypocritical, the only thing you do
Your shallow mind won't get you far, I think you should review

So tell me what you want
Tell me what you need
Tell me what you see
When you're looking down at me
Angels fighting over me
Or demons running free
It's not a mystery
I got a haunted memory
So tell me what you want, yea
Tell me what you need
Tell me what you see
When you're looking down at me
Angels fighting over me
Or demons running free
It's not a mystery
I got a haunted memory