Under The Wave

Under the wave of the ocean
I hid my big dream
I will not tell you, you'll always be in my mind
Under the wave of the ocean
I hid all my fears
You'll never know that, don't try to read it in my eyes

I got demons in my heard that I can't contain and I can't explain!
But besides that fact, I'm always filled with pain!
I allowed peoples opinions get the best of my brain!
Ти по молись за себе, ти по молись за мене
Just say a prayer to Thee for the shit you can't see
For the demons inside simply waiting on me
Waiting for me to slip up so they can conquer and spree
Та як же можна так жити, коли всі хто у коло
Такі же самі як я, чисто хотять просто жити
People who wanna live free away from heartache and grief
A place where they can call home and find the answers they seek
This new gen, it's crazy
Believe me they're lazy
They live in the moment expecting shit daily
I had to brawl through the valleys
And carry weight on my shoulders
I did some things that you shouldn't
That's why I cannot stay sober, so

Under the wave of the ocean
I hid my big dream
I will not tell you, you'll always be in my mind
Under the wave of the ocean
I hid all my fears
You'll never know that, don't try to read it in my eyes

Fighting off the demons trying to make myself better, better, better
But constantly I'm tempted by the devil, devil, devil
Fighting between right and wrong
Battling with my own tongue
Not to flip out, not to rage and not to try to instigate
A fight or argument involving anyone or anything, oh no
One day I was driving and was running low on fuel
Pulled up to the pump and saw a handler on the booze
Asked for 20$ but I knew what's on the news
Probably drugs and alcohol or something of the two
Told him sorry buddy, don't carry cash with me
Try somebody else I'm not the only guy you'll see
Started walking, start to think that maybe should've helped the weak
But thought nah, next week

Under the wave of the ocean
I hid my big dream
I will not tell you, you'll always be in my mind
Under the wave of the ocean
I hid all my fears
You'll never know that, don't try to read it in my eyes

I've don't a lot of things in my life
I've seen a lot in my time
I've caused a lot to my wife
The one that is yet to come
Waiting for me to get out
Get up out of this ditch
The one I created, mutated into
A devil of sorts, a seasoned resort, ha!
I was led onto this path
Created, just cuz I had
To get myself to the top
And now I'm pacing can't stop
24 7 working till I collapse and I drop
No more worries, no pain
No guarantee in this game
But for now I'm still living
No shame and no guilt, yea
My shoulders got no weight
Steady living with no hate
Meeting people with new taste
I'm loving my life it's so great, huh
Alone for awhile but I'm used to it now
Mental state in the process, I'm better right now
Holding onto no grudges cuz I'm one to blame
Either way, hid my fears under the wave

Under the wave of the ocean
I hid my big dream
I will not tell you, you'll always be in my mind
Under the wave of the ocean
I hid all my fears
You'll never know that, don't try to read it in my eyes