Help Me

Help me!
I am so lonely!
I'm falling down
When you're not around!
Help me!
I am so lonely!
I'm falling down
When you're not around!

I deal with anxiety daily
Depression and mood swings they come when they want to
So most people think that I'm crazy
If only they knew the things that I go through
To just stay alive and not focus on why
But focus on rhymes and my time
Thinking that now
Someone will find what I'm truly about and quit lurking around, yea
Take a look in my mind and you'll open your eyes to the real world
To the struggles that everyone faces
But puts on a mask and pretends it's okay, when it's not
Tell me how in the world do you face it
Being lied to, and cheated by one's that you loved
And you trusted with all of your heart
And they one day fuck up and then rip it apart?
It's a blow to the soul when you find out the truth, you been lied to
Wake up the next day, the pillowcase wet
And your eyes blazing red, you're covered in sweat
And there's no one around, claustrophobic
You're feeling so lost in the moment
You start overthinking
You're starting to realize that this shit is permanent
It keeps adding up and it never subtracts
And it feels even worse everyday
The pain that you carry
No matter the weight of, you still carry on and you pray
That maybe one day
Someone will come in and stay, share all your pain
Cuz what's the point of having something to lose but nothing to gain
Tell me am I insane? Yea I think I need

Help me!
I am so lonely!
I'm falling down
When you're not around!
Help me!
I am so lonely!
I'm falling down
When you're not around!

I'm screaming inside of my head!
But there's no around me to here it
This damage inside of my brain
It's expanding with demons and angels
I'm waging a war without even trying!
I cannot be lying, I'm tired of trying
It sounds like I'm whining
But I feel like I'm dying each day I'm surviving!
It's like hell I'm implying!
Forever I'm branded, forever I'm stuck with the name of a thief
Pavel they called me back then
A hot head at times and and no, I would never retreat
I stole hella cash, didn't care who I hurt
Lived a life full of crime, even smiled to the clerk
When I cashed out the checks that I stole out of work
Thinking "Damn, can't believe this actually worked!"
I don't know why I did, what I did, when I did, how I did everything
Don't remember the thought that came into my brain
Telling me "Do this"
But I do know one thing, I regret everything
Cuz I lost everything that I had, that was dear to me
And in the same process I ended up losing me!
So when people found out what I did they just simply deserted me
Parents were telling they're children don't talk to me
Just cuz I lived my life differently
So yea, I got problems inside
But mostly from people that's hurting me
When I'm simply just trying to better myself
So that I could start living my life differently!

Help me!
I am so lonely!
I'm falling down
When you're not around!
Help me!
I am so lonely!
I'm falling down
When you're not around!
Help me!
I am so lonely!
I'm falling down
When you're not around!



Credits
Writer(s): Pavel Denisyuk
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