City of Ghosts

I've spent all of my days
Looking for an answer in a bottle
While no ones around to watch
I'm drowning memories
Of the days and nights
That make me ask the question
Why am I here

When they're all gone

So I keep searching
Always coming up empty handed
Ending each night drunk numb and alone
You left me drunk and alone
I've become so good at turning off me feelings
Everyone around me is sick and tired of hearing
That I'm not healing

I'm doing my best to pretend like everything's okay
But trauma never heals
The pain never goes away
There's still a city of ghosts
That follow me everywhere I go
Even when they're around
I still feel so alone

I'm always so alone

So I keep searching
Always coming up empty handed
Ending each night drunk numb and alone
You left me drunk and alone
I've become so good at turning off me feelings
Everyone around me is sick and tired of hearing
That I'm not healing

There's a city of ghosts living in my head
There's a city of ghosts that want me dead
There's a city of ghosts living in my head
There's a city of ghosts that want me dead