Pressure To Self Destruct

I gotta fucking leave this town
Things will get better when I'm not around
I don't mean to be so numb but I'm drowning
It's better if I just say goodbye for now
I'm use to living my life with my head in the clouds
Lately all I do is bring everyone around me down

Now I avoid all the pills prescribed to me
Because my body is a shell
And my heart is empty

Those images play on the back of my eyelids
While your voice calls out through the violence
Telling me my love you need to grow up
The world is moving on without you
I'm moving on without you
Now I miss the nights when you'd lay in bed
And whisper until I fell asleep
Too bad I was barely listening
I was barely listening

I spent the last few months living like a ghost
No one seems to notice that I'm missing
My body still comes around but my soul is elsewhere
I'm plagued by a mind that won't let it go
Chasing after answers that Nobody knows
The innocence has left my eyes and it's starting to show

Don't tell me time heals everything
Cause two years later
I'm just as numb and angry

Those images play on the back of my eyelids
While your voice calls out through the violence
Telling me my love you need to grow up
The world is moving on without you
I'm moving on without you
Now I miss the nights when you'd lay in bed
And whisper until I fell asleep
Too bad I was barely listening
I was barely listening