The Smell of Flowers Remind Me of Funerals

Yesterday
I fell asleep
By the old oak tree
Where you said your last words to me
It's kind of funny how
Not much has changed
It's almost as if your life never meant anything

And I know
I had no control
But every flower I see reminds me of funerals
And I hope
God has your soul
But I know you're in the ground
Helping the world around me grow

Yesterday
I walked past your grave
I saw your mom sitting there praying
She could take away your pain
I'm better now
That's what she cried
Good for her I'll hate myself until the day that I die

And I know
I had no control
But every flower I see reminds me of funerals
And I pray
God has your soul
But if he listens to me, it doesn't really show

Let's just talk
About
Anything and everything
About The things I never told anyone
I'll tell you about
The job and apartment I shouldn't have
About how the only thoughts I have now are
I'm not happy
I'm not fucking okay
Growing up was never my choice
And dealing with that is harder than I expected
So I guess I'll just end this
With an abrupt goodbye
And thank you for everything
I'll see you around in another life
Maybe then we can
We can just have a
Can just sit down and



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Writer(s): Feed Me To The Forest
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