Guilt Trip
It feels like I'm always at this destination
Voice saying enjoy your reservation
Work for hours then I'm breaking down
Rewrite new sound Not right I drown(sit tight work now)
No I need to rest take a moment clear my head clear my head
Not till quota's met if not you won't hear the end of it
I may be a guest but I know every part of you the best
I can make living hell better not test
I'm in control not a request- I have listened
To you too many times can't tell the truth from the lies
I obsess on the guilt who knew I'd reply
I possess a strong will still not used to this side huh? (Huh)
Me neither that part of me partly new
Comes out when I'm down and out for the count
So loud when amount of doubt starts to mount
I just snap back art I bleed sharply true
My heartbeats proof bring army too
And both your parties lose
Don't pick a fight with me trust me I do it daily
Wouldn't wish my disease on my worst enemy
Only ever get to leave safely when I write these
Songs my demons sleep so I prolong the feast at least
Till I finally can breathe my skill hasn't peaked
Anxious tendencies ADD times 3 that's me
Don't like to travel but when I do it's a guilt trip
Starts to unravel without a clue mines I built trip
My head gets rattled fountain of youth and I spilt it
Stuck in a shackle I see big shoes I can't fill it
Thoughts aren't even helping
But that's what I get in a guilt trip ay
That's what I get in a guilt trip
Guess that's what I get in a guilt trip ay
That's what I get in a guilt trip
Hey look around back to visit
Walls all surround like a prison
Living turned into a sentence since it's the norm
People tell me to look up but all I see is a storm
No sun just war-nings And my heads a mess of bullshit
But I get the horns they come in swarms
Eating away at my mental health till the core
Won't leave of course me and my demons can't
Separate not even with force or a divorce before
I go off the deep end
Keep in mind
You could have died a thousand times
A thousand nights let that sink in
You're so prone to negative thinking
Absorbing everything in sight
Like you cover it ink in light
Haven't recovered a wink in nights
Only see suffering sink in right?
Take a moment you survived
And when half-empty smothering drink in life
Don't like to travel but when I do it's a guilt trip
Starts to unravel without a clue mines I built trip
My head gets rattled fountain of youth and I spilt it
Stuck in a shackle I see big shoes I can't fill it
Thoughts aren't even helping
But that's what I get in a guilt trip ay
That's what I get in a guilt trip
Guess that's what I get in a guilt trip ay
That's what I get in a guilt trip
This my deep end
Face my demons
Guilt is all I'm feeling this is my hell
Good for me hurts me in and of itself
Joy is fleeing peace retreating fully lost my meaning
Trying to heal and growing my own crops in my field
But all of the harvest just makes me ill ay
I cannot stand still(ay)
I wanna pay bills(ay)
Only run on pills(ay)
I Just wanna be killed(ay)
I just wanna be killed(ay)
I just wanna be killed
I just wanna be killed
Voice saying enjoy your reservation
Work for hours then I'm breaking down
Rewrite new sound Not right I drown(sit tight work now)
No I need to rest take a moment clear my head clear my head
Not till quota's met if not you won't hear the end of it
I may be a guest but I know every part of you the best
I can make living hell better not test
I'm in control not a request- I have listened
To you too many times can't tell the truth from the lies
I obsess on the guilt who knew I'd reply
I possess a strong will still not used to this side huh? (Huh)
Me neither that part of me partly new
Comes out when I'm down and out for the count
So loud when amount of doubt starts to mount
I just snap back art I bleed sharply true
My heartbeats proof bring army too
And both your parties lose
Don't pick a fight with me trust me I do it daily
Wouldn't wish my disease on my worst enemy
Only ever get to leave safely when I write these
Songs my demons sleep so I prolong the feast at least
Till I finally can breathe my skill hasn't peaked
Anxious tendencies ADD times 3 that's me
Don't like to travel but when I do it's a guilt trip
Starts to unravel without a clue mines I built trip
My head gets rattled fountain of youth and I spilt it
Stuck in a shackle I see big shoes I can't fill it
Thoughts aren't even helping
But that's what I get in a guilt trip ay
That's what I get in a guilt trip
Guess that's what I get in a guilt trip ay
That's what I get in a guilt trip
Hey look around back to visit
Walls all surround like a prison
Living turned into a sentence since it's the norm
People tell me to look up but all I see is a storm
No sun just war-nings And my heads a mess of bullshit
But I get the horns they come in swarms
Eating away at my mental health till the core
Won't leave of course me and my demons can't
Separate not even with force or a divorce before
I go off the deep end
Keep in mind
You could have died a thousand times
A thousand nights let that sink in
You're so prone to negative thinking
Absorbing everything in sight
Like you cover it ink in light
Haven't recovered a wink in nights
Only see suffering sink in right?
Take a moment you survived
And when half-empty smothering drink in life
Don't like to travel but when I do it's a guilt trip
Starts to unravel without a clue mines I built trip
My head gets rattled fountain of youth and I spilt it
Stuck in a shackle I see big shoes I can't fill it
Thoughts aren't even helping
But that's what I get in a guilt trip ay
That's what I get in a guilt trip
Guess that's what I get in a guilt trip ay
That's what I get in a guilt trip
This my deep end
Face my demons
Guilt is all I'm feeling this is my hell
Good for me hurts me in and of itself
Joy is fleeing peace retreating fully lost my meaning
Trying to heal and growing my own crops in my field
But all of the harvest just makes me ill ay
I cannot stand still(ay)
I wanna pay bills(ay)
Only run on pills(ay)
I Just wanna be killed(ay)
I just wanna be killed(ay)
I just wanna be killed
I just wanna be killed
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Writer(s): Miles Jordan
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