10.08.95

Dear Diary
This my first time talking to you
My teacher said this good
In here I can get personal
Talk about my feelings
And the things that I'm dealin'
Healthy way to do it
Instead of climbin' the ceilin'
Said no right or wrong way
Just let my pencil do the work
Well here I go
So my father's a jerk
He raisin' other kids
My sister and I was born first
I act tough but yo inside it hurts
Maybe there's more to the story than I know
Maybe I'll understand when I get more old
The world is cold
I don't think I'm equipped
For some reason I don't fit in with other kids
I don't curse so they say imma punk
Pick on me bully me
And they call me a chump
I cheated on my test
And got caught of course
My mom talked to God about it
Says I'm way off course
I don't think I am
Math is kinda hard
Hard to focus when I see kids playing on the yard
This girl in my class
Yo she eats her own boogers
I tasted one of my own
Hope I can leave it alone
We go to church all the time
And I get it
Jesus helps us do good
Be kind and angelic
But I don't wanna go
But I do cuz I have too
Fell asleep in the front
Yo don't let ma catch you
She did
She was staring from the choir
Big mad
Eyes blazing fire
There's this new game that I want
Not sure that imma get it
It cost a lot of money
I won't be that lucky
Got a fish tank
Fighting fish betta
A blue one
I need a bigger one
This family in my building
They always be fighting
I be scared for the kids
Hope they don't end up dying
I don't like where I live
The neighborhood a lil scary
Tales from the crypt
No Peter Pan or fairies
I saw that Disney movie
And I'm obsessed with the idea
To fly I wanna fly in the sky without fear
Batman too
That guy is my hero
I also like the Joker
Six Flags and rollercoasters
Well that's all for today
I'm tired of writing
Dear Diary
Goodnight my friend

These are my feelings
This is me
Life has new meaning
This is me
Things I'm revealing
This is me
Can be so healing
This is me
Well that's all for today
I'm tired of writing
Dear Diary
Goodnight my friend
Said that's all for today
I'm tired of writing
Dear Diary
Goodnight my friend



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Writer(s): Jesse Cowan
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