Random Thoughts

Aye hit that light

Who gone be there when I leave
For my kids and make sure Momma straight
While I'm resting she could sleep
She don't see it I try to stretch the pape
Cause I know this shit get steep
I done cried on like my best of days
All these tears could fill a creek
Cause this shit street
Jail showed me not to show niggas when you weak
If you got people on the outside just know you straight gotta let em breathe
We been spinning on the opps side way too many days we been on a streak
Gotta keep a pipe
Bitch I move like Jesus Christ check my physique

I been depending on these percocets when that's some shit I don't need
But my heart just ain't quit hurting yet I been trynna be at ease
I got shot but been thru worse than that
Telling Shooby rest in peace
Still in that spot my momma birth me at
I ain't moving til I please
I got too much bread to feed
I been too misled to lead
What I sow know I'm gone reap
But I made that bed complete
I find a stranger and treat her just like a angel when we meet
That's my b
I wear my heart on top my sleeve you can hear it beat
Right now got family want me move to the D to blossom my seed
But I'm at odds with the police and this Flawless shit what I bleed
And I got a craft
I take a tab and think how to get Ken and Gee
I feel impaired
I go to sipping this bottle til I can't speak

I watch the rain past by until the storm is done
While in the middle of the eye I feel it's the calmest one
Don't think nobody great as I this life is a gorgeous one
Just hope to hear yo soul cry the day that judgment come

Got my back to the wall but I'm pushing
Used to play the trap with Phat I'd rap to him loud while he cooking
Numbers still was small but I was a dog barely growled I'm a bully
Hate shit went crooked
Cause divided we fall with no cushion

Around this time I was full of pride but my mind was maturing
I ain't even notice shit was dying til the signs came into it
Fucked up bout music
I got caught in my mind tried to lose it
Suicide attempt wanted to be killed with nobody to do it
Look, Now I got scars down my back and down my arm
From them bullets in that car it get hard for me to let go
I hold my breath and never let go
I was warned that if I take parts in this war
I gotta stand up bang my rod
Move with my thoughts and protect this shit with my heart
I can not let go
Hold yo breath and never let go

I watch the rain past by until the storm is done
While in the middle of the eye I feel it's the calmest one
Don't think nobody great as I this life is a gorgeous one
Just hope to hear yo soul cry the day that judgment come