3Am

I don't know where to start or where to go
Maybe somewhere that I know
But my heart is not a home
It's like you the one on side of me every time my heart explode
I don't need no one to lie to me I'll be better on my own
I keep taking the same road
Nigga this the life I chose
Try not getting caught up in that crossfire
You know behind me shit getting smoked
This shit ain't good as I imagined but it ain't bad as what they hoped
Could of been made this shit balanced but by actions I get provoked
And wanna do shit to em

Can't lose it to em
My back against the ropes but I still push and pull
I been pushing thru it
I got voices in my head this shit like music to it
I run all my problems with the dead
Hope shit been mutual
I know people who ain't real as what they said
Over eyes they pulling wool
I take my pain and give em jewels
I barely go post on the block
It's like with change I just run thru it
Wan take my money invest in stocks
I got 2 sons that need a lot cause growing up I ain't have a thing
To my momma I told lies knowing I was high out of my brain
Was skipping school to smoke getting loaded
I'm older now that shit dumb to me
On a jail call talk to Dre see his face and I see a younger me
I done lost more than I gained and I can't say that shit ain't humbled me
By myself feel I'll be straight cause you know misery loves company
And I ain't got a fist to grab
Keep on dissing on them songs til a nigga split yo shit in half
Ima split this pill in half
And run my thought I can't just let a nigga talk on my behalf
I been trynna make it out but I'm in a bucket full of crabs
I feel I'm trapped

I don't know where to start or where to go
Maybe somewhere that I know
But my heart is not a home
It's like you the one on side of me every time my heart explode
I don't need no one to lie to me I'll be better on my own
I keep taking the same road
Nigga this the life I chose
Try not getting caught up in that crossfire
You know behind me shit getting smoked
This shit ain't good as I imagined but it ain't bad as what they hoped
Could of been made this shit balanced but by actions I get provoked
And wanna do shit to em



Credits
Writer(s): Cedric Stith
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