Panic

I'm feeling awfully shady today
I'm hoping it's okay to bring myself to the light
Oh is this medicating
Ripples from my head down my spine
I'm lying here in waiting
Crippling my senses of life
Cold heart is racing
Shutting down
Can't make a sound
Vision is blurry
Going around
Demons are pounding
Knock knock knock
Matter of time
Tik tok tik tok
Pain in my chest when I rapidly sigh
Feeling the tears running down from my eyes
Even my mind in this moment
When all is ruins it is saying that I am alright

Wake up
Wake up
Stay still or numb
Control breathing
Why are you leaving
You're part of my being
I hope you can see me

Oh I'm crazy today I say
I'll stay in my grave and beg for my safety
This isn't easy as riding a bike
Or flying a kite
I fight in the night when I panic
When I panic

Raising my heart rate
Feeling I'm insane
Soaking and draining my brain with omens of my pain
Screaming and crying for help when I am in the dark
I adore the days when I wasn't rebelling or yelling in my car
I need silence
I just need some guidance
Oh my God
I feel like a lost pilot Lapidus
Yeah I'm blinded by the shadows
Got hit by an arrow
Think I need a lasso for who to trust
Taking every second I need to calm down
Sinking underwater and hoping I don't drown
Scream til I'm dead I'm sounding so loud
Thinking all words to say but I cannot pronounce em
Break down my thoughts cannot get around em
Playing criss-cross hasn't been so fun
When's the last time I have seen the sun
When I be happy and free
Got all these demons preying on me
They know that I see what they see
Powerless down to the T
Somehow got all my keys
Opening my mind to see what it brings
I hate it when eyes are on me
I just wanna sleep yeah
I just wanna sleep

Wake up
Wake up
Stay still or numb
Control breathing
Why are you leaving
You're part of my being
I hope you can see me

(Oh I'm crazy today I say)
(I'll stay in my grave and beg for my safety)
(This isn't easy as riding a bike)
(Or flying a kite)
(I fight in the night when I panic)
Oh I'm crazy today I say
I'll stay in my grave and beg for my safety
This isn't easy as riding a bike
Or flying a kite
I fight in the night when I panic
When I panic



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