Therapy

Hello Mr. Steen
I hope that your stay here so far has been comfortable
I understand that you may need some time
To get used to being in our facility
How about you tell me what's on your mind as of
Right now

Yeah I don't know if there is anywhere that's safe for me
I know I'm here now but that doesn't mean you care for me
I haven't been much for trust or the prayers you see
I don't know if I will be the one you want me to be
I don't know if God wants me to lose
I'm always confused
I never wanna bring up the news
How my life is feeling like its in the loop of a noose
Needing to choose who is more important
Me or the crew
I got no time to be sentimental
The meds that they gave me are experimental
Raising up the dose it be incremental
Hoping that pain gets a little gentle
You want me to talk well don't be disrespectful
Why are you trying to make sense of all my sins
We may be in the same boat but don't ever think that
We are alike because of all the self-hate
That we carved on our my skins
I never went into therapy so bear with me
I'm just looking for clarity
In my minds eye there's tyranny
The epitome of it
I don't know what's gotten into me
Initially looking for inner sympathy
Now the thought of it sickens me uh
Feeling like I'm burning up I got a sun tan
Pulling on the trigger but I hope my bloody gun jams
Waking every morning thinking I'm in a fight
Yeah I'm morning for the story of my life



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