Self Deprecated

Yea, uh

I saw the worst of you and I stayed
Niggas ain't care bout themselves
Self deprecated all they wanted was love
Stressing bad over the lack thereof
Yo eyes prolly glimmer when you see me in agony
Eyes prolly glimmering from agony

Niggas tried to help her out her healing stage
She put me in one
Now I gotta seal my soul
Niggas trying their best to control their emotions
I had to lay my old self down to rest
Why we were praying for shit to get better
Asking probing questions and you answered ok
I'm sorry Beyonce but there ain't no halo
Starting to wonder how'd I lasted so long
I'mma pro at prolonging dumbass situations
Tryna stay headstrong from the embarrassment
Done reigniting that flaming attachment
Tried doing the right thing you ain't try with me
Distance really gave me clarity
Nigga underestimated mental dexterity
No matter what I said you pushed it off
Emotional vulnerability was a turnoff for you
I did way more for you than what I supposed to
Coming for my neck cause you used yours
Succumbing to that neck (dumbahh nig)
Making comparisons
Niggas ain't give the attention and tenderness like a nigga do
It never comes to fail me
He, she, be leaving me in disarray
If they wanted to they would, uh
Should've could've niggas ain't tryna hear it
That girl is poison
The person I loved the hardest did me the dirtiest

I saw the worst of you and I stayed
Niggas ain't care bout themselves
Self deprecated all they wanted was love
Stressing bad over the lack thereof
Yo eyes prolly glimmer when you see me in agony
Eyes prolly glimmering from agony, yea

Niggas tried to help her out her healing stage
She put me in one
Now I gotta seal my soul, yea
Niggas trying their best to control their emotions
I had to lay my old self down to rest
Ain't give it or myself enough time to properly heal
Thought I did enough reflection
Mirror gazing, staring at myself, simple self reflection
Hypersexual when anxiety hits
She told me to release it so I did it
Nigga underestimated mental dexterity
No matter what I said you pushed it off
Emotional vulnerability was a turnoff for you
I did way more for you than what I supposed to
Coming for my neck cause you used yours
Succumbing to that neck (dumbahh nig)
Making comparisons
Why we were praying for shit to get better
Asking probing questions and you answered ok
I'm sorry Beyonce but there ain't no halo
Starting to wonder how'd I lasted so long
I'mma pro at prolonging dumbass situations
Tryna stay headstrong from the em

I saw the worst of you and I stayed
Niggas ain't care bout themselves
Self deprecated all they wanted was love
Stressing bad over the lack thereof
Yo eyes prolly glimmer when you see me in agony
Eyes prolly glimmering from agony

Yea, uh