Open Letter

Listen my child
I have heard your prayers
Life is changing
You are not alone
Your Ego is consuming
Make the most of what you have
Stay humble
And never forget
Where you came from

I hurt you so bad
Why can't we go back?
I hurt you so bad
Why can't we go back?

Yeah
This is an open letter to you, my ego
Root of all trauma, pain and evil
How many times you've helped me? Zero
Yeah
This is an open letter to you, my ego
Now you've been seen, you've scared the people that I hold close
I've chose finito
No, don't tell me you feel my pain when you've been the cause
I've been working to set the stage, you seek the applause
Can no longer play this game when you settle the scores
Say that you're fighting for me yet all you do is create wars
With myself
You've acted on impulse, you've never helped, damn
Higher self guiding me whilst I'm writing this, I can excel
Man
Rang the bell, you had comatose for a while focused on wealth
None of that helped, now I know my value it feels like I'm doing well
Yeah, it's about time I finally decide to live for myself
I'm done with the lies you tell me to try to remain alive
To poison my life, it's time I say bye
Can no longer vibe with fear in my mind
Don't want you to cry or ask me why
I'm walking away, it's better that I
Do this than see the both of us die

I hurt you so bad
Why can't we go back?
I hurt you so bad
Why can't we go back?

Don't get me wrong
You've been big part of my life
Love you to death
Cannot regret, the time that we spent together
Though toxic, time that I left
Wish you the best
Foundation was shattered
Home was broken, life was a mess
My pain extends to how you made me watch in silence, sat on the fence
Convinced me that my issues were handled best with drugs and sex
Was sad and isolated myself, was tired
But now that I've had my rest
I'm born again, now I'm living a life of love and self respect
Goodbye to you
P.S I honestly hope I never see you again

I hurt you so bad
Why can't we go back?
I hurt you so bad
Why can't we go back?

I just want to take this time to apologise
To all the people that I've hurt out of blind Ego thought recently
My friends, family
The women that I've hurt due to unhealed trauma
And myself
I hope you can all forgive me
I'm holding a good set of cards right now
And I promise you that
I won't fold
Not again