Chill Pills & Green Smoke
Pop a pill, just to feel like me
Doctor's orders, call it therapy
Got a chemical imbalance, I'm a hot mess
Chasin' dopamine, life's a game of chess
Roll it up, light it up, take a hit
Numb the noise, yeah, I'm over it
Head in the clouds, where I like to be
But I'm still fightin' monsters I can't see
Got my meds in one hand, blunt in the other
I'm my own shrink, don't need no lover
Mixin' up my sanity cocktail, baby
I'm doin' what I gotta just to keep from goin' crazy
Chill pills, green smoke, floatin' high but feelin' low
Tryna balance on a tightrope, let my demons go
I'm the queen of chaos, but I'm still in control
Chasin' peace in the madness, it's how I roll
One puff, two puff, now I'm in the zone
But the dark thoughts still hit when I'm alone
The meds help, but they can't fix it all
So I'm sittin' here high, watchin' shadows crawl
Got a smile that's fake, like my insta life
But inside, I'm sharper than a kitchen knife
I'm a mood swing princess, ride the wave
Tryna find my calm, tryna misbehave
Got my meds in one hand, blunt in the other
I'm my own shrink, don't need no lover
Mixin' up my sanity cocktail, baby
I'm doin' what I gotta just to keep from goin' crazy
Chill pills, green smoke, floatin' high but feelin' low
Tryna balance on a tightrope, let my demons go
I'm the queen of chaos, but I'm still in control
Chasin' peace in the madness, it's how I roll
I'm not broken, I'm just bent
Feelin' fine's a long descent
A little help, a little haze
I'll be okay one of these days
Brain's wired wrong, so I tweak the code
Life's a heavy load, but I won't explode
Prescription pills in a lil' orange bottle
Weed in my lungs, push the pain to full throttle
Can't face the day without my med kit
But I'm still a bad b*tch, don't forget it
Got a cocktail of chaos runnin' through my veins
But I own this mess, I'm the queen of my chains
Chillin' with my demons, call it self-care
Pop a pill, light it up, I don't play fair
Khaos Kitty, baby, this is how I cope
Dancin' through the madness, still full of hope
So I light up, breathe in, let it take me away
Chillin' with my shadows, I'm here to stay
Chill pills and green smoke, this is my domain
Chaos Kitty, baby, playin' with the pain
Doctor's orders, call it therapy
Got a chemical imbalance, I'm a hot mess
Chasin' dopamine, life's a game of chess
Roll it up, light it up, take a hit
Numb the noise, yeah, I'm over it
Head in the clouds, where I like to be
But I'm still fightin' monsters I can't see
Got my meds in one hand, blunt in the other
I'm my own shrink, don't need no lover
Mixin' up my sanity cocktail, baby
I'm doin' what I gotta just to keep from goin' crazy
Chill pills, green smoke, floatin' high but feelin' low
Tryna balance on a tightrope, let my demons go
I'm the queen of chaos, but I'm still in control
Chasin' peace in the madness, it's how I roll
One puff, two puff, now I'm in the zone
But the dark thoughts still hit when I'm alone
The meds help, but they can't fix it all
So I'm sittin' here high, watchin' shadows crawl
Got a smile that's fake, like my insta life
But inside, I'm sharper than a kitchen knife
I'm a mood swing princess, ride the wave
Tryna find my calm, tryna misbehave
Got my meds in one hand, blunt in the other
I'm my own shrink, don't need no lover
Mixin' up my sanity cocktail, baby
I'm doin' what I gotta just to keep from goin' crazy
Chill pills, green smoke, floatin' high but feelin' low
Tryna balance on a tightrope, let my demons go
I'm the queen of chaos, but I'm still in control
Chasin' peace in the madness, it's how I roll
I'm not broken, I'm just bent
Feelin' fine's a long descent
A little help, a little haze
I'll be okay one of these days
Brain's wired wrong, so I tweak the code
Life's a heavy load, but I won't explode
Prescription pills in a lil' orange bottle
Weed in my lungs, push the pain to full throttle
Can't face the day without my med kit
But I'm still a bad b*tch, don't forget it
Got a cocktail of chaos runnin' through my veins
But I own this mess, I'm the queen of my chains
Chillin' with my demons, call it self-care
Pop a pill, light it up, I don't play fair
Khaos Kitty, baby, this is how I cope
Dancin' through the madness, still full of hope
So I light up, breathe in, let it take me away
Chillin' with my shadows, I'm here to stay
Chill pills and green smoke, this is my domain
Chaos Kitty, baby, playin' with the pain
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Writer(s): Jerod Michael Gilliam
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