Thoughts

In a chair at the office, just sitting with em
Tryna figure out how to pause, do something different with em
But they race back and forth, and I just can't seem to grip em
So I try to hold on, and just not become the victim
'Cause when they spin around
It just gets me down
And it's a long road and hard fight to get back up
Prolly some childhood trauma, that got the kid jacked up
Still carrying it till this day tryna give that up
But feel stuck
'Cause I got work to complete
Emails to get back to and other ones to delete
I got a fam I need to talk to
Girl I ain't seen in weeks
At times it's hard to, when we separated by more than just a few feet
Ya see
I'm still in the seat and
I ain't even move yet
Got a long list of tasks that I ain't even do yet
Still tryna hold on, 'cause it really feels like at
Any moment I could lose it
But now I'm feeling foolish
'Cause in ya head ya dead and
Of course, I already knew this
But that's, where I lay my head
I'm already used to it
Sitting with thoughts, don't even know what to do with 'em

Sittin' with my thoughts
And I don't
Know what to do
Sittin' with my thoughts
And I don't
Know what to do
Sittin' with my thoughts

On the couch watching shows
Tryna escape life woes
Thinking man
This ain't how life goes
Painting a pretty picture's how they getcha
To compare your life to theirs
Now you feel like you just gotta be richer
Can't sit here watching for long
After some time it feels wrong
And then them feelings get strong
Now I feel like being productive's the only way that I can stay calm
That right there's an alarm
That I've gone
Back down that road again
Of spiral thoughts and then
I might eat em
Might sleep em
Might drink em
Try and sink em
Fight my hardest not to think em
But they always catch up
In hindsight
I feel like I knew they'd come back up
They're mine right?
So ain't way that they'll just pack up
And go
Somewhere else outta sight
I might as well face em and bring em to light
'Cause It's the only way I know I'm ever winning this fight

Sittin' with my thoughts
And I don't
Know what to do
Sittin' with my thoughts
And I don't
Know what to do
Sittin' with my thoughts
And I don't
Know what to do
Sittin' with my thoughts
And I don't
Know what to do
Sittin' with my thoughts

Sittin' with my



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Writer(s): Josue A Quinones
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